Sad or happy?!

Iono if i should be happy or not today… i feel kinda hurt inside, but i know i must play this happy mood outside. lol. maybe it sound sooooo stupid rite now, when i think about it.

I miss him so much, yet… did he ever think about me?! or he already get new gf?!

Should i still waiting for him?! or should i accept the other guy?!

Why did i have so much fate in him?

Why did i miss him so much when my friend talking about their bf!?

I dunno when did i turn to be stupid like this. Where did my realistic thinking go!?

>3>

TTwTT

hope he’s allright… and he can do his final exam and graduated with great score. Ah, hope he didnt get another dengue…

Penyelesaian

The one i mentioned in the poem [you could say its not a poem, but iono what to describe it except poem, so forgive me. lol] She, wanted to solve all her problem with me. And when she said so, i just said ok!

Its Tuesday morning, right before the first class session, she talked to me. She explained that she didn’t persuade ppl to become my enemy, etc.

But she didn’t give any conclusion. She just want i didn’t care of her existance and so do she. I dun think it’s a good outcome, but if she want that, then… ok, just do it.

Why do i hate her?! It’s not me that start a fight first, but she always bad mouth behind my back. For many ppl, its kinda disgusting if someone do that to you, rite? And she always insult me in one or another way, like shouting behind my back about how she hate me, or comment my action, etc… Disgusting gurl…

lol. But, yeah… i dun care anymore, the time i hate her so much is already pass. So i’ll just use a poker face when she bad mouth about me. lol

Ngantuk…

Hari ini entah kenapa sangat membuat saya mengantuk. hahaha.

Last Saturday, i cut my hair. And, well the cut is kinda… to shoooort for my chubby face. The result is… weird!? looool.

She [look at the 'She' post, its a description about her. lol], commented my hair. You know what she said!? She said “Oh, I know now! Not only Jeffry and Egi that cut their hair, but there’s someone else! But… It doesnt make her look any good!”

 

Ha! Like i care about her comment! I don’t care about her comment, i just wanna live my life in Senior high school peacefully!